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June 13th 2008
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I have decided that there is absolutely nothing better than walking home in the pouring rain barefoot. In that moment i had peace and happiness. people might have seen some crazy hillbilly girl. but i don't care. because it's time to let go. let go of inhibitions and inferiority. and just GO. you will be happy. and as a wise person once said,"we really do have to pursue happiness. that's what we spend our lives doing. we chase those tiny happy moments. and when we can't find them, we just keep going. we all live to jump up and down in complete estaticness."
"Yesterday, is history. Tomorrow, is a mystery. We have today, and today will be great. That is why it's a present."
"it's not having what you want, but wanting what you got."
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June 3rd 2008
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I do suppose i should post what happened. But sorry dears,I don't feel like going into details.
Chris, and I are officially broken up. And guess what? It sucks. It's different, and weird. And I don't like it. No more flirty text messages that just say "i love you". no more hand-holding in the hall. No more really good hugs. No more kisses before classes. it's done and over. I have to find a box to put everything that reminds me of him in. all the Christmas gifts, valentine's and birthday presents. and just everything. I have cried all yesterday and the day before. i'm dried out. i can cry no more. i really do think i loved him. maybe i still do. but i kinda feel..........free. i don't know. i'm going to make the most of this and sort everything out. and laugh and laugh. not remember but not forget. love him, but not like it was. it's sooooooooooo super weird. *sigh* it's over dears. he's gone.
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May 4th 2008
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you know when you want to write something and you can only think of one thing to write about? and that's the thing that no one wants to hear anymore about? the thing that you should have solved in your mind, but there's more to it? well that feeling sucks my friends it entirely sucks.
redamaks is amazing. went there last nite for dinner. forgot why i became a vegetarian lol. today went and saw David's play. Pirates of Penzance. it was also equally as amazing. friday night went to jillians with caitlin. an affair that's becoming regular lol. we watched Juno. yay for Juno! love that movie. yeah that's about it. for now. i'll think of someting down the line. love yous.
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February 23rd 2008
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I am incredibly happy right now. Despite all other things. I'm HAPPY. hahahaha. It's great. And you wanna know something? I love him.
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February 11th 2008
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People change, things happen, life goes on.
It's as simple as that, isn't it? No, I don't think it is. Because, even if life goes on, you might not be able to go with it. The whole world around you might be turning, but your feet are planted in one spot. You aren't going to move, you're rubber cemented to the floor. And besides the hideous smell that might be stinking at your feet, it hurts. I don't know how to explain it. As if I ever can. I don't want people to leave me, i don't want to move on. I don't want to grow up. It scares me. I don't want to have to even TRY to imagine my life without certain people in it. This time I can't fix it. I can always fix it. I can always find a way to make it better. This time, I have to give in to the rubber cement. You can't fight time.
"I guess time is chasing after us all isn't it? That's the real meaning of the ticking crocodile. Am I right?" - Finding Neverland
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January 24th 2008
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well, it happened again. my tooth chipped for the miliionth time. i hate it. dentist can't get me in till monday morning. damn tootsie rolls.
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January 4th 2008
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I have just one thing to say. Enchanted was completely and totally one hundred percent AMAZING!!!!!! omg that movie is wonderful.
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December 22nd 2007
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So I haven't thought of anything to write. But I did write something that I thought I'd put on here.
So here it goes........
Hearts, are funny things. We draw pictures of them, and they most definately don't look like our actual hearts. So maybe we have two hearts. One that pumps our blood,beats in our chest, and keeps us alive. And the other one, that's filled with love. But both hearts can break. One heart falls to pieces, it's shattered by loss, love, and grief. The other one can't work anymore, it can't keep us alive. So it stops working. It "attacks". Both hearts can come back to life. One can learn to love again. And the other is zapped with a machine, and starts beating again. One heart may take longer than the other. It can take forever. The other. Only a second. Hearts overwhelm you, make you feel passion and love, they break, and heal. And sometimes, they're the only thing that's keeping you alive.
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December 20th 2007
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Well let's see here. I really don't know. I can't think of anything to write. Got all my Christmas shopping done. Which makes me happy. Semester's over tomorrow, which makes me even happier. Life's seems pretty good right, you know there's the minor drama, but there is always drama. That is one thing that will never change. Waiting for Christmas. We still need to make sugar cookies. hmmmm......I don't know. When I think of something I'll let you know. Hahaha.
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October 27th 2007
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Update is needed i suppose. You know what? I don't have anything to say. I feel pretty amazing right now. And that's all i got to say about that.
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